Hate what I'm having now in my life!!!!
Hate the feelings that's in my heart!!!
Why can't I be like anyone that has a strong and hardless heart?
Like this I won't feel so much pain in life...
Why can't people just appriciate what others have done for them?
Instead of only seeing the bad side of them?
Ever since I start going to outside world and work, I've seen so much nasty and cruel people.
In order to get what they want, they can totally ignore your feelings and even backstab you just
to get their desire.
All I see is nothing but people are using one another.
And as for girls, For God Damn Sake! Why you girls just like to gossip around here and there?!?!
Infront of that person you can smile, joke around and treat her good,
but behind her, actually you're saying so much bad stuff about her.
I mean like, if you dislike her or don't like the things that she's doing, why cant you just have
the courage and tell her? If not, in my eyes you're just a coward...
If were to given me a chance to turn back the clock and to lead my life, I'll rather go back to school and study.
P.s: I'm not born to live up to your expectations... I'm already doing what I can.. I might be blur,
but I ain't retard! Stop commanding me here and there as if I'm a dog!!!
Am now totally moodless, exhausted, and lifeless.. ==
