Totally pissed off and disgusted by what's happening now...
Don't try to preach people when you yourself is one of what you're saying about.
Before pointing fingers and start to say about them, reflect on yourself 1st.
At 1st I really thought that family is the only people in this world that I can trust on.
But in the end, now i realize even the people that's close to you, neither can you trust them too.
Not all stuff you can tell them.
I tried to talk to you and consult to you before,
but in the end you tell your friends what I've told you.
Tell me, how can I talk to you, be close to you and be back like last time?
So don't say that I keep hiding things from you.
Cause neither do I trust you like you don't trust me too.

I can no longer trust anyone in this family.
I tried, but failed. No longer wanna try anymore.
At least my baby won't tell anyone about what I've told him.
That's why I rather consult and tell him my things more.
You might suspect that I' doing something illegal or doing something not good,
but rest assure, I'm not. =) That's a 100% guarantee...

P.S: What ever I'm doing, Please... Stop saying that you'll go find my bf to screw him or
he's teaching me bad. Should I say if one day I become a successful person, you'll go
and find him too? I know you dislike him. But don't assume and predict things in your
own way.